Saturday 30 June 2012

PARA-dise Chapters 1 and 2

PARA-dise
Chapter 1
Jaymee rogers was a very normal girl on the whole. She liked movies,ten pin bowling and those cliched walks along the beach. The only thing was she preferred it if she was rolling down the beach as she had a very strong urge to be in a wheelchair any chance she got. At first she thought she might be what is classed as a pretender and while at this point that's what she probably was,she wanted more. Jaymee was 27 years old,about 5"6 in height and she had blonde hair with black rimmed glasses which suited her face perfectly,she definitely had the geek chic thing going on and was what some might call "sneakily good looking". You definitely wouldn't pick from looking at her what her true desires were though you would just think she was a librarian or accountant,some quiet job where she went about her business before returning home to a microwave dinner and her cat. Little did they know she did a lot more than that,particularly on the weekends.

 
Along with pretending in her wheelchair Jaymee also had a fascination with being pregnant or more accurately 'looking pregnant" as she would roll around the city. She had a special fat suit that simulates being 9 months pregnant whereby the foetus is recreated with a 4 litre bag of water,wiggling is done with some crazy caterpillar motion and kicking imitated by balloon contractions so when someone touched her belly they genuinely thought she was pregnant and she loved it. She couldn't get over how many people would come up to her wanting to know her story and the "awwww's" as she told people how she was "paralyzed and pregnant" and continue to tell them about how tough it was and how her injury was only recent but she was soldiering on. Complete strangers would just stand there and listen to her tell her story and just be totally captivated and in awe of this woman,she got so many offers of help it was extraordinary, particularly if she went out by herself. Going out by herself was when she got the most turned on because she genuinely felt paralyzed and helpless like when she would try to get up a really steep busy city curb in her chair and wouldn't be able to and she would have to ask for help.

Jaymee normally went a fair way out of town to do her pretending so as not to be seen by anyone from where she worked or one of the few friends she had that didn't know about her fantasies. She had run through in her mind if she got caught what she would say but could never work out anything to really explain it,how could she? Although Jaymee preferred to go out by herself sometimes she would bring along her friend Artie so he could play the caring husband role while she was a t8 paraplegic pregnant mess just trying to deal with it all. It was when she was with Artie though that her best performances would come out. She would often tear up and really lay it on thick when telling people her injury and how devastating it has been to their family sometimes adding further fictional members and explaining how it's affected them too. As long as people were willing to listen she was willing to keep giving academy award performances. After a day of pretending Jaymee would be exhausted but she would still have enough energy to get out her vibrator and play with herself,she always came so hard after a day of pretending with all the images and people of the day pitying her rifling through her mind as she moaned to greater heights of ecstasy. Sometimes Artie would get the chance to bed Jaymee but very rarely as she was generally a "Do-it-yourself" kinda girl.

Jaymee had these tendencies for many years but it was only the last 2 years she had really done anything about it. Part of that was due to her financial position and not wanting to do this whole thing half hearted. Once she got a well paying job she bought a power wheelchair which was necessary due to her "pregnancy" as well as a manual one used sometimes if Artie came along.She had also bought a second hand wheelchair accessible van complete with hand controls which she would drive to wherever she was pretending. The closer she got to it all feeling real the more pleasure and excitement she got from it. Jaymee was quite shy originally about all this but after really exploring herself sexually and finding that this was what really turned her on she could never go back to boring mundane able bodied sex.

Jaymee lived in her own house in the heart of the city centre so it gave her 4 different directions to go in to role play her fantasies. Her van was normally parked in the garage away from view while her other car would stay in the driveway which confused her friends who had no idea why she didn't park it in the garage unaware of the big van parked in there. She thought it better not to tell anyone of the van as questions would inevitably be asked that she couldn't be bothered answering. This day her friend Zoe came around,she was 8 months pregnant and glowing,Jaymee was jealous but also turned on a little at the same time,she knew it was bad but she had imagined Zoe in a wheelchair pregnant while playing with herself. Zoe was a very straight laced girl though and would be mortified if she found out Jaymee had those thoughts about her. It was fair to say that Zoe was absolutely stunning though with her long black hair,fair complexion with skin as smooth as silk and the most innocent eyes you had ever seen which got Jaymee every time. They had absolutely nothing in common but it was probably Zoe's beauty that kept Jaymee wanting to be friends with her,she could never tire of looking at Zoe,particularly now she was pregnant too.
After a brief catch-up Zoe left and Jaymee went to her room to "attend to matters".
The next day Jaymee decided to go on another day of pretending,she packed up all the gear and got out on the road. As she was driving though she realised she wasn't very excited about today,normally she would be jumping out of her skin at another day of stares and receiving people's sympathy but she just felt flat,she wondered if all this "pretending" had run it's course and after seeing a pregnant Zoe maybe she had to take it up a level and perhaps make all of this finally real...


Chapter 2

After floating the idea of making it all more real Jaime decided to do her sums and see if she could afford to live as a paraplegic if she happened to have an "accident". She worked out that she would need at least 2 years more salary to make it work just in case something went wrong and she paralyzed herself too high up as she couldn't imagine anything worse than being left a high level quadriplegic and losing all her independence while being poor as well. Plus her lifelong dream of having children would be more than likely shattered too.

Over the next two years Jaymee worked overtime whenever she could to get enough money for her planned life as a para.Although she cut back on the pretending she thought she would have one last go at "faking it' knowing the next time she would be in a the wheelchair it would be for real. Paraplegia or bust was her new motto and she couldn't wait. She decided to head out with Artie and put on one last performance. They got to a shopping centre about 35 minutes out of town with Jaymee driving the van with her hand controls. After they pulled up she let Artie help her transfer to her chair as she was "9 months pregnant" and needed the help. Apart from people actually talking to her about her "paralysis" that was the part Jaymee really liked,the part where she pulled up to a handicapped spot where she had arranged a sticker and got unloaded with all the eyes watching her as she got out careful not to move her legs. She could keep pulling up all day and repeat it over and over she loved it so much. After a few hours publicking she decided she was horny and wanted to retreat back to her place for some fun and today was Artie's lucky day as she invited him into the bed with her and they had some body rocking sex before falling asleep.

A couple of weeks later Jaymee felt quite ill and was throwing up a lot. She was terrified of what she thought it was going to be,she couldn't be pregnant, not now at least, she was on the pill for christ's sake! She went to the doctor and just hoped it was a dodgy burrito or something she ate but she was right, she was pregnant. Now Jaymee wanted nothing more than to have a baby it was just a little earlier than she wanted and as much as Artie was a good friend and all she wasn't sure she wanted him as the father. Jaymee walked out of the doctor's and thought to herself that it just goes to show even the best laid plans go awry at times. She would now probably have to put off her "accident" for a little longer.

 
Jaymee needed a few days to digest it all so she didn't tell Artie straight away instead preferring to go over to Zoe's place and see what she was up to. She entered the house and was greeted by Zoe in the lounge room "Hey Jaymee how are you? You look a little pale sweetie" said Zoe concerned over a very unwell looking Jaymee.

"Yeah I'm ok just got some news that's all" said Jaymee a little despondently while slipping her shoes off and getting comfortable on the couch.

"Oh what was that? Not good I'm guessing" asked Zoe

"No it's good. It's just the timing of it all"

"Oh ok now I'm really curious! Oh my god your not pregnant are you? said Zoe in a light bulb moment.

"Yes i am." confirmed Jaymee

"Congratulations" said Zoe gleefully as her now 22 month old son jack walked into the room dragging his bucket of toys with him and a bottle of fruit juice.

"I guess it's good,just have to put my plans on hold that's all" said Jaymee talking about her plans of paralysis.

"What plans were they sweetie?" asked Zoe inquisitively.

"Oh don't worry just silly stuff. Would you mind if i got a glass of water?" asked Jaymee feeling a little faint.

"Yeah no worries help yourself" replied Zoe as jack accidentally knocked over his fruit juice while crashing together his trucks and spreading his toys all over the floor. Jaymee hopped off the couch and headed over for a glass of water,as she drank it she started to feel a little better. She walked back into the lounge room and just as she negotiated the two stairs leading out of the kitchen to say something to Zoe her bare foot slipped on the spill left by jack's fruit juice and her feet completely went from under her with her whole body becoming airborne before falling backwards and landing heavily on her back, hitting her head on the bottom step knocking herself out...

Jaymee was rushed to hospital and after a couple of hours she woke up, she had a shocking headache and was wondering where she was. She tried to turn her head and couldn't due to a hard neck collar which had an opening cut out for a vent so she could breath. She realised she couldn't move anything and immediately panic set in and she thought she was a quadriplegic. The doctor came in and told her that she had a heavy fall and was being monitored and as yet it was unknown how bad her injury was. The good news was that the baby was ok. Jaymee gained a little comfort from that but was still in disarray at her inability to move.
 
Over the next couple of days x -rays were taken with Jaymee getting off the vent and gaining movement back in her shoulders then her arms but was found to have broken her t1 and t2 vertebrae and damaged the spinal cord in that area quite severely which was causing her paralysis of her lower legs and the injury appeared complete. Artie then came into the hospital and had something to ask Jaymee. "Are you pregnant? I was talking to the doctor about your condition and he told me that he was just so glad the baby was ok thinking i already knew about it. Is it true? Your pregnant? asked Artie annoyed at not knowing considering they were best friends.

"Yes it's true" croaked Jaymee after getting off the ventilator the day before.

"Oh my god. Is it mine?" Artie said kind of hoping it was as he really loved Jaymee.

"Yeah it's yours" said Jaymee not really wanting to deal with it but having to.

"I'm so happy" said Artie starting to tear up. He looked at Jaymee and said "This is what you wanted isn't it? To be paralyzed and pregnant" Artie added.

It was what Jaymee wanted,not how she planned it but it had happened nonetheless. All of a sudden the whole thing started to dawn on Jaymee and a big smile developed all over her face...

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